In our ever intensively ever changing world do we not sometimes stop and think, “Is there anything permanent, and what is the meaning of life itself?”. During the constant daily pressures do we no sigh, “ How can I live with my illness? How can my family stand this constant unemployment and poverty? Only if I could taste a perfect day with no worries or threats”. In my own life I have discovered goodness of eternal life through the knowledge of Jesus our Lord. In 1982 I was badly handicapped in an car accident. My wife and half year old son travelled with me constantly from hospital to hospital for therapy and care. My studies stopped for a year, but on completion of my studies I found employment in electrical design in an engineering office. In 1987 I suffered another car accident but only worse than the first, and while laying in my hospital bed looking up at the white ceiling and asked: “Who will help me now?” I had lost all believe in the Doctors, and my own strength of will had died. Life brought thoughts flowing back and forth returning to my childhood and a memory of a childhood prayer. I remembered as a child how I called out in distress, and then God came and helped me. Now I called out to the God I had forgotten: “ If there is a God so help me now as you helped me when I was a child.” After a few days I received a gift of the New Testament from the Gideon Organisation that I started to read immediately. The Holy Ghost gave birth to my renewed belief in the rebirth after death of Jesus Christ our Lord. ”Rev. 1:18 I am he that liveth, and was dead ; and, behold , I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and death.”
During the most critical time of my life I received three promises from God, each of which has given me strength to survive my darkest days. The first promise God gave me was from the Psalm 100:5, on my birthday whilst in hospital, and God gave me that same promise exactly one year later. After falling back into ill health God talked to me about the return of my health and said to me: Jacob 5. 13-16, after this I started Gods work according to this promise as that my own faith in the return to good health was non existent. God came to me six times after this to repeat his promise, and not only was my spirit reborn but my physical good health returned, and the Light of the Lord came and told me of the righteous and of the Godless, and the experience of lift, and said: Psalm 37:16-27. Psalms 50:15. And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me. I asked and received Gods help in getting my six hour working day which gave me the possibility to return to an active working life in 1988. After one year I was laid off work for an undetermined period of time, and God came and helped me to form my own company, and to raise the necessary capital to form a small company. The Living God prepares and supports the change in the course of our lives. In 1992 the Holy Ghost called me many times to repeat the Lords promise: Revelations 1:18 and Peter 4:10 for me to become a vessel and preacher declaring the word of God throughout Finland and Russia, working in conjunction with the Lutheran church as well as liberation bearing people. Your life, good reader, also can be changed. If you have found out that all your plans and hopes seem to fade into the shadows, it is that God has prepared his plans and designs for us all. Therefore search through your prayers, and be a living witness to his declaration and love. I wish you God’s blessing, so he may lighten your way, to find your day of perfection, as promised by God when you find the change in your own life. |